
Glad to have you ♥Monday, 26 August 2013 • 01:20 • 0 comments
Assalamualaikum bloggie! ^^
Hello guys! I'm just wanna say that I miss my little boy damn much. Hmm, I miss him... Sometimes I keep thinking those annoying things. You know what? I'm scared of losing him. I'm scared of those things that makes he's far from me. I'm just to scared to accept all these things with my whole heart. I never want the past came back. I never want that happens. Never!
I'm scared when I'm notice anything change from him. And by that, I literally mean everything. To scared when he stops cares of me. When the way he talks to me start changing, aaaaa damn scared! :( Before he walk into my life, he know that I'm a really insecure person and I'm not perfect. In fact, I'm far for being perfect. I have low self-thinking and I find it hard to trust people.
The most he knows is I'm a sensitive girl too. I've made mistakes in the past and I have learnt to live with that. I've learnt to accept people for who they really are. Sometimes, I can't be bothered anymore and sometimes I don't ever want to be alive but I have a millions reasons to stay alive and maybe I don't ever know all of them yet. I've been hurt, I've hurt people too. And I'm not perfect. Hmm.
But I'm glad to have him. He's change my life, I'm really happy with him. He's accept me for the person that I am, he do not wish to change me into someone else :) It means that he will love me and stand by me even through the worst of times. It means loving me when I were down, not just when he's free to be with. He's know my deepest secrets and do not judge me for them, making in return that I do not judge him for mine. The sweetest things that he did for me is the little things that let me know I'm only in his heart and on his mind. Thanks for that honey.
Guest what? I'm very happy that I've times to meet him. So that I can see his the most adorable eyes, cuties smile that takes my breath away, aaaaaaa so cute! n.n He also has a ability to makes me laugh everytime he speaks and whenever I'm look into his eyes its so hard to turn away! xx
I hope he's the last things that I wanna lose. He's the thought I wake up to, and the thought I fall asleep too. He's make me feel so happy and cared for. And you, if your thought is differently, well you're wrong dear! I wanna keep him in my life for as long as possible. And I hope he'll keep me in his life as long as possible too. I love him, and make sure he's don't forget that. He's mean so much to me. Please stay with me, forever. I love you, Sayed Abdul Muiz bin Sayed Yusuff ♥
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